That's the way we get by, because you think you can do these things Nemo but you can't

I thrive on my ability to control

my ability to control myself

I create because in creation I control everything

my own piece of the universe

it's not as if I can't let other people be in control

but someone has to be in control 

if you're not, then I am 

if no one is in control, you're a victim 

I have very little tolerance for people who are out of control

Mario Andrette once said, "if you think you're in control, you're just not going fast enough" 

but you know what I think? 

I think the most satisfying thing in the world is to be vibrant and massive and a complete force of nature and know that you are in control. You and no one else. 

I think love and friendship are handing your past and your flaws and your fears to someone and saying, I relinquish control. I think that that is incredibly meaningful.

 Except it doesn't mean a thing if you hand out that control to anyone who might happen by, or if you never had it at all. 

"There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave

you were what I wanted

I gave what I gave"

I have a feeling there will be more to this in the near future

Keeping me an angry secret

Do you ever just get... really pissed at someone?
Pissed that they're talking to you
Or pissed that they're not talking to you
even if it's not an active thing, they're not choosing it, per se, they're just... doing it


I hate when colleges send me letters telling me they could send me a booklit about choosing the right college
I hate when people post bulletins with absurd titles and then all they say inside is 'Haha' or some other B.S.
I hate when you say something about someone, and they hear it/see it, but don't acknowledge it
I hate when people say 'we haven't talked in forever!' when they haven't tried to talk to you at all
I hate when people ask questions that they could figure out for themselves if they gave it half a thought before they asked


I wish time stopped when you went to sleep and you woke up just after the time you went to sleep


P.S. I love you, despite all the things in the way

I wish I could see the stars up close. I know I'd probably never be able to see again, but I think that would be okay with me.

Stardust

“Every atom of carbon inside our bodies was once inside a star. We are all made from the ashes of dead stars.”


I got cast :]