Closure.

Happiness is just outside my window
Would it crash blowing 80-miles an hour?
Or is happiness a little more like knocking
On your door, and you just let it in?

Happiness feels a lot like sorrow
Let it be, you can’t make it come or go
But you are gone- not for good but for now
Gone for now feels a lot like gone for good

Happiness is a firecracker sitting on my headboard
Happiness was never mine to hold
Careful child, light the fuse and get away
‘Cause happiness throws a shower of sparks

Happiness damn near destroys you
Breaks your faith to pieces on the floor
So you tell yourself, that’s enough for now
Happiness has a violent roar

Happiness is like the old man told me
Look for it, but you’ll never find it all
Let it go, live your life and leave it
Then one day, wake up and she’ll be home
Home, home, home

To Be Continued...

Things I Hate:

"You wouldn't understand."

It's a ridiculous excuse used by: parents to belittle their children; children to exclude their parents; people who won't give you the time of day

If you haven't got the time to try and explain something, why the hell would you bring it up?

By the way, I'm going to fall madly in love with a musician and we're going to travel to ridiculous places and the band will play music in stairwells and it will be amazing.

I don't even care if its a guy, cause obviously if I'm madly in love it doesn't matter.

No drummers though. Those guys are out of control.

I haven't got a problem being a starving artist. Thats actually what I'm looking forward to.

The Fray- You Found Me (In A Stairwell)

P.S. Brigitte and I got Fray tickets.

In the spirit of commiseration

Sometimes it's nice to know that you're not the only one who feels like the world is trying to swallow you up. 

Not twenty minutes ago I post a blog about not posting a blog, and here I am posting one. I have to though, after peaking into the (not-so) secret lives of some friends in the blogosphere. 

Well now I've gotta do it. 

I spend so much time thinking about whether I do things or not, once other people are doing it, I just jump in with reckless abandon and have to do it.

That's not entirely true. 

Maybe not true at all.

But I wish it was. 

Or maybe I wish it wasn't?

In other news: Megan will be starting up a blogspot soon for her 'The Quest to find something for Megan Becerra' 

Nothing shall go unrated. 

"Life... No one gets out alive."