I wish I knew who actually read this thing. I mean, I guess that's the way it works when you put things on the internet, you don't know who is seeing it, but... I wish I knew.
You know, today in Chemistry Clacel said to me, "You and Belen are (super close), right?" and I said, "we used to be, and now we're still friends." And she asked why. And I told her. And I actually told the truth. With words even, without any writing or hints or ambiguities. That's... big for me. Big in a small way. Still. An accomplishment.
I got a 114 on my Chem. test, and tied for the highest grade on my AP test.
I got my homework done for tomorrow.
I'm working on my history review and slowly but surely making progress
"Then... boom. It hits you like a truck... and you get that weird feeling in your gut."
I can't believe it's been four years. How is that even possible?
I feel like... I've changed so much, everything has changed so much, and yet it hasn't changed at all.
I just....
I need to stop saying yes to questions I'm not being asked.
The Grey's Anatomy character for May is Yang.
How ironic.
