Describe the last few months of your life.
That's a really good question/statement. I might have to start leaving that on people's formsprings.
It's contained some of the happiness, and certainly the most sorrowful moments of my life. I made some mistakes, which made a friend feel like I betrayed them. I in turn felt betrayed. That resulted in what appears to be the loss of two friendships I've maintained the longest. That, um... sucked a lot, but provided a lot of insight into what our relationship had been like in the past, and that if we were ever to be friends again, we could stand to treat each other much better. I starting dating a boy that I cared about a lot, but we're in different places and subsequently broken up. We're trying the friend thing with varying levels of success. For a little while, we were really happy, and that's mostly what matters.
I got into a college. That was... a high point, certainly.
The last few months have been a lot about change, and me learning to deal with it, and knowing when to pick my battles (which I still don't have a full grasp on), and playing with the idea of fate- what sort of things have to happen in our lives to make us who we need to be.
I found out how very quickly everything you think you know can change, and also that if tell a story 100,000 times, it doesn't change the facts.
I'm sure I'm leaving things out, but that seems like a fairly well rounded description. It's been thrilling, and scary, and happy, and sometimes very very sad.
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