I think I'm bipolar

which probably sounds ridiculous

but sometimes I feel like a different person

and I look at stuff that I've done and said

and it doesn't make any sense to me

not in the way of regret

but as if I'm looking at something someone did

and not understanding why.

Common signs and symptoms of mania include:

• Feeling unusually “high” and optimistic OR extremely irritable
• Unrealistic, grandiose beliefs about one’s abilities or powers
• Sleeping very little, but feeling extremely energetic
• Talking so rapidly that others can’t keep up
• Racing thoughts; jumping quickly from one idea to the next
• Highly distractible, unable to concentrate
• Impaired judgment and impulsiveness
• Acting recklessly without thinking about the consequences
• Delusions and hallucinations (in severe cases)