I had the shakes.

I don't deserve any sympathy, because I make things more difficult than they have to be
and do the opposite of what I say

and thats the way I am.
And I know that.

So, I'm going to make good choices, in the midst of bad ones, and if I need to freak out, I'll freak out to Angel because for whatever reason, she loves me unconditionally
and I'll chill out

and everything will be just fine.