At this point,

I'm throwing caution to the wind, more or less.


If people are going to talk about me, I might as well be something to talk about.
I'm diving in, even if I'm afraid I'm going to hit my head on the bottom of the pool and get a concussion. Maybe we all need to be concussed once in a while.
I don't know.

I'm doing my best not to feel bad about being happy.